Goodnight Love

Goodnight love. You will be in my thoughts. My prayers. My heart.
I've watched you all day and wish we weren't apart.

I wake up with you. I sleep with you. I laugh with you.
You are with me only in my dreams. I am lonely without you.

Where did you go today? Who did you speak to? Are you alone?
My heart says no. It brings a chill to my bones.

Why not me? Am I not good enough? To be the reason for your smile?
You held my hand. Kissed my lips. Filled my life. But only for a little while.

I hang my head down low. Cry a few tears. Bang my fist upon the floor.
Scream your name in agony. Breathe deeply. Hide behind my door.

If only you could see. With eyes that are not shut. Feel me and see.
I am real. I am me. At first that was enough. But now you let me be.

With fear and reluctance I continue on. I cannot, I will not be sad anymore.
For there is one out there. Happy. Loving. Beautiful. To which I will always adore.

I'm In Heaven (These are lyrics to a song.)

When I hear you say my name.
When your hand touches mine.
I feel my heart skip a beat.
Can it be that you're mine.

The lovely smile upon your face.
Brings joy to my soul.
Knowing that you're with me.
Will never take it's toll.

I'm in heaven.
Heaven.
I'm in heaven.
When you're standing next to me.
Heaven.
I'm in heaven.
Heaven.
It's where I want to be.

Times have gotten harder.
There's doubt in the air.
I don't know if we'll make it.
Sometimes it's hard to bare.

Come with me. Sing with me.
Laugh with me. Stay.
One day at a time they say.
With you I'll wait and see.

I'm in heaven.
Heaven.
I'm in heaven.
When you're standing next to me.
Heaven.
I'm in heaven.
Heaven.
It's where I want to be.

Looking back upon our lives.
And the struggles we went through.
Not a single day went by my love
I didn't want to be with you.

We'll be together forever my love.
to our end from our birth.
One thing that I am grateful for
Was our heaven on earth.

I'm in heaven.
Heaven.
I'm in heaven.
When you're standing next to me.
Heaven.
I'm in heaven.
Heaven.
It's where I want to be.